Where Is Dream...

Hi, we meet again! (after soooo long haha). So today's topic is DREAM 💭.
And so, what is dream? To be exact, what is YOUR dream?
For some people they have what they dreams of. What they want to be, what they want to do.
Everyone CAN dream, but not everyone HAVE a dream.
Well actually this dream topic that I want to bring up is more to the DREAM JOB. What is your dream job? But in time probably I will jump into any kind of dreams tho. Hehe.
Also the reason why this topic suddenly came out because of me. My dream. (kinda a sudden thought actually since I just got a job!)
If you ever asked me, what is my dream? I really can't answer straightly without thinking, or hesitate. Even if I give it a thought, I might cannot answer that. WHY?
Simple. I don't know what is my dream. I don't know what I want to do in my life. I don't know. End up I just pick up what I think I like or got the feel.
And if you ever asked me why I took this course, I don't know. I JUST........ take it. I just feel that this is good or interesting.
Remember when we were child, we were always being asked "What is your ambition?" "What do you want to be when you grow up?". Maybe most of us (or maybe just me), write the most popular and obvious one. Like doctor, pilot, teacher, police etc. That's including me. Even when I was in the high school, like in form 4/5, again with "what I want to be." And we need to decide for our mock interview.

Again, I don't know what I want to be. What I want to do. What I should be. What I am interested in.
Well of course I did have things that I like but you know. JUST like. And instead knowing what I want to do, I know well of what I DON'T want to do lol. For example I don't like physics so I don't want any related to physics. I don't want to be a doctor. Something like that.
Do you know what kind of job I took back then for the mock interview? GRAPHIC DESIGNER. Hahahaha I don't know why lol. Maybe that time I thought I have such 'talent', I am so 'creative' and good at 'editing', when the facts is that I'm kinda sucks at it. I don't know why of the sudden thought taking that. Or maybe because I thought I'm kinda an art person, a person who likes art (based from that personality test lol), maybe that's why.
I mean, look at how far the job path I took now. From art (?) to biomed/lab. (well not exactly from art since I'm not taking any art subject in school but just for that mock interview I mean)
But well yeah, I know there's LOT of people like me... They have different ambition at first but then end up the path they took was different. Even so in working. Not all people working in the same path they took when they study. Ah also, you know what... I almost thinking of taking the ACCOUNTING path, OMG I CAN'T BELIEVE MYSELF HAHAHAHA. I never took account subject during high school but suddenly wanna take accounting?? I don't even really like account tho, but hahaha I don't know.
That time, before SPM and even after SPM, I didn't know what path I should take. I don't have any dream of what I want to be.
And so, somehow I ended up taking Science path, particularly the healthcare. So here I am, taking the Medical Laboratory Technology (MLT) path.
My dream? No, that was never be my dream. Or to be honest I don't know this job existed. Kinda. Probably the reason I taking this because I kinda like science especially biology (its interesting to learn about human you know), also maybe because I like lab, the hands-on testing and so on.
So being a MLT is not really my dream but probably it is now. Somehow I feel like I want to work in the healthcare society, because I thought that will be interesting and you can help people. Like doctor and nurse. Or I don't know... Maybe for unknown reason.
Well, that's for the DREAM JOB.
If you ask me any other dreams, of course I DO! I do know what I want and what I want to do now. Plus, in my situation where now I am a kpop fan I would say, so there's kinda lots of things I want to 😂. Buying the merchandise, the concert or fanmeeting ticket, the albums, the participate in fan donation, cupsleeve event, and some other things.
And also some other things that I want to do the MOST, other than kpop things, is to TRAVEL! Specifically overseas travel, and also specifically, countries like South Korea, Japan, Australia, China, and many more!
These all are basically what I'm thinking for MYSELF. It's nothing wrong for putting yourself first, right? 😊
That's why I need money bruh. And I need a job. To achieve these all. Unless I get married to a rich guy, hahahahaha!
Anyway, that's all I want to say I guess. I don't know what else to say, and plus I don't want to keep this entry so long.
Until we meet again, stay safe and healthy. Thank for your time and love~ 💕

💭 Dreaming is not wrong, so keep dreaming! Dreams all you can! 💭